went to study with karl, jeeva and siva just now and i managed to get some knowledge in. woohoo. not bad ah. anyways, slacked first from abt 230 till abt 4 but then really went to study at library with elesia they all. so there were 4 of us there, me , jeeva ,siva and elesia , while karl,nelson,nadine,amirah and jing chee was at another floor. actually studied for 10% of the tme there but it was quite productive arh. learnt abt interupt, timer, etc. the rest of the time was gossip.lol

still alot of tension at home. but calm down abit by 0.0000000001% ah. mom only talks if she really needs something from me,dad still doesnt bother to talk to me while the only person talking to me is my second sis. even then there is still alot of awkwardness lah. my eldest sis still not talking with me for an exceptional long time well because she seriously busted me big time a while back even before this whole 'incident'and i still have not forgiven her abt it ah. complicated family. then again although i admit im at fault for this whole 'incident', the way my parents reacted was abit to childish and if they cant realise that then i have nothing much to say. i rather have this settled now rather then have it made public but if it does, they would look foolish and thus that is why they have not done so. they know that i will get a bad image from it but it will impact them bigger than on me because of the way they react. seriosly hope something is done soon or else, im really packing my bags and going off. and i admit it for real.